Prototype—HRFish remembrance jersey… this stupid disease..Cancer. personal now.

I know I wanted to better the world with bipartisan hockey but people go to see fights. I also wanted to warn others of scam artists out there who take not only funds but a person's mind and heart turn them into something completely different as has happened oened to me but again that's a tall order.

But I can say to the world this man who put up with quite alot—- tubes multiple procedures over the last few years just to gain as much time as he could with his children. Last year was the most I ever lived. Travels. Hockey games scoping arenas and attendee behaviors seeing the good and bad in America 25 states in one year spreading my dad in 24 of em.

All because of death and divorce did that happen. He got ten good months of much solo parenting. True I wonder if that taxed his body and how the once hormone contained cancer creeped and spread…I do blame if that is why he finally succumbed but we became friends again. Got space. Appreciated the other more. Missed my hormone kicking in hoodlum kids and he was happy to have house and yard help when I returned..liked being Mr.Mom..then he died. His light is still here and maybe someday in hockey world lil luminous lights will glow for him. Until then I have challenge of keeping us where he left us..though my graduating kid is open to RV life…yes….we did build a home for them so I should try to keep it without his 6 figure pay as best as one can…

So Rags To Ragnorak Studio getting rid of much of my clothes paintings to go with color themes so as even teen girls can support my kiddo in practical ways. Reduced to rags in ways but thats ok. Last year was awesome. Best I ever had. Now its the HRFish Artisan Child Fund let's see when house is organized and what I'm finding death is in our culture. Inventory not ones deeds, intents or purpose is as he lived for 84 years but what government or other establishments is your worth- material possessions. OK. Because I have a bit to sell.