Seed of bygone days….
Sometimes just keep going is same as hold on.
Earlier today an offspring an offshoot a seedling of mine during school pick up mentioned a tumble weed whata quwinkadink scrolling hru this full storage phone attempts to free space deleting not the best photos I saw the tumbleweed shot not the greatest for it was during my overnight at night stretch. I showed her another plant photo when you know your'e hanging by a thread which she said at this time is how she feels. My photos for books will be different but what would you expect from me whose different not afraid to Owningly show it. Find resonation with you all.
Who wants to see Mjolinar as multimedia art gal (Copy)
Known as recycler and repurposer..I saw a dragon in a paint smear so poof my kids broken dragon found it's way to art not trash.
Point of no hair is to show growth rebuild that which group of scammers had broken the self of me in my head, heart and sorts that apparently exist in society I have to attempt to trust once more.
If I’m found with a twig in hand
Not too far waiting X STREAM arena box office to open was a skate park. No. I did not create urban art here.
I shall have died happy. Which meant my life with such pursuit this practice of steet hockeyball passing (that was a fun way to exercise not having the worst legs at 51) I knew tiniest fleeting of what official players be.
This picture my middle kid liked saying I still look pretty young. That is great but let's face it. How young I feel or behave rates bit high for me 51 I could be worse.
I still have pretty eyes
Like I said before living for the other gender is no longer a priority for me. I get out of bed or wake up way too often or too early just wanting to get in my rollerblades and pass a street hockey ball. It doesn't matter if I'm the pretty society says it is to be a girl. Hockey yes solo sidewalk passing is hockey for me is a rather dang good life. If I were to be found dead twig in hand you can dang well bet I died happy doing what Iove.
I told my high school senior shoeing collage of what was 4 photos but only 3 showed in my websites post. She like the cut off out picture the best saying I looked pretty young.
If you have a dream inside your heart
Don’t Ever Let It Go a calm voice continously whispers when i have so much to overcome. Don’t ever give up. Somehow these 51 year old legs in spots from street hockey ball passing on rollerblades I’m proud of in spots must keep going.
So much to over come but a calm voice continously I hear whispers don’t give up. Those 51 year old legs your proud of some spots from your solo street hockey ball passing practice on rollerblades must find a way to keep up keeping going.
Dying from sudden cardiac arrest supposedly I chose to honor my dad's birthday on Nov 8 finding team called Heartlanders to attend 11-9-2024
Just once in a low I regretted spreading him so much apart and away not having I guess a main focal spot in a cemetery in a town by the way he never wanted to drive thru again mak8ng dtive long way around to get to Battle Creek farm store run when he stayed at my once Delton trailer of a residence after losing his house to a foreclosure. Seeing him even if it's just tiny bit left I'm reminded he's always with me no spot on earth can duplicate that which is in our hearts.
By chance attempting to find a skate park terrible as ever deciphering blue Google maps arrow in motion especially when roundabouts are involved I came upon a perfect find for games attendance theme. Firefighters Memorial in Coralville Iowa.It happens sometimes luck. I had breakfast with my dad at an ash spreading tree,I found one in Indiana Wednesday en route to Heartlanders item signing event(yes long drive but I believe in my ideology to be able to be bipartisan for a sport if you love it enough why choose sides I appreciate moves, skills even mistakes that it is to be human so why be a rude chirper…why does one lesson themselves…anywho. Kept trip short enough to be home in case my kiddos dad's whose resting alot from cancer could get school shuttle help if needed not venture to near states Kansas or Minnesota i somehow havent placed my dad in yet. The Coralville mall hs an embroidery business so a ten dollar clearance hat from them www.hockeygirlup.com officially was created this past weekend as walking advertisement. Once my web page here looks nifty I know it’s in the crude only me not tech savy learning as I live much on road juggling need to organize multiple properties deal with my fathers possessions get my own life and final affairs in order so my children arent hiven the burdenI was..terribleto be upset at a deceased parent leaving you with messes.. it happens though who dies healthy enough to clean at 400 pounds. My pa. Anyway I'll push this blog attempt media wise and you'll know for I intend of shaving my hair in the official launch post I wrote last week. Scammers or whatever group is stalking me got in my head for 3 years I’all never get that time back and it stop.. everything will be a new me.
Making Foxes Work as We call it Play
Not sure if it's a printed series or votes with a monetary amount attached or subscribers but I'm trying to break it down into small manageable ways to cover life's necessities. Eventuallt needing repairs not just oil changes from Fox Hyundai by doing what I love. The ex spouse we prefer roommate is incurring farther complications battling cancer and I need to step up to take over in case this battle of
his is not won.
It's not always pretty life so why would every resting spot be spitting image of perfection. Trucker parking side of a rest stop I had enough space practice hockey.
Every time I go to Utah for Grizzlies or Moab there's a good chance with my bladder you dang well know I'll be likely to visit my dad at that rest stop.
So far in 2024 these are the states filling up on fabric sparkle paint that yes represent my cross country travels attending hockey games smidgeon amounts of my fathers ashes.
There is to be a glimmer of light at times when we walk amongst the shadow of death.
There's a saying that absence makes the heart grow fonder so my freeing freeway a means of mode I can heal somewhat secluded with the heat and music cranked up helps also with crankiness we can encounter sharing residence and legal custody while I reinvent myself and hope to prevent others experiencing what i interchange as either group of haters or romance scammers. I'll never be the same ever again wondering who when out and about could be them passed around as if I was nothing so if you can avoid my once path it will not be for naught. Learn to love yourself enough that one cannot walk all over you to point as I have half punished myself restricting calories.
Sometimes it takes tragedies to bring loved ones once more back together or strangers to unite. Differences in politics had several years pass of communication with my father and then when something so close to his heart was lost I couldn't not be humane.Learnt to let bygones be bygones and within that year he lost so much I lost him. So. Chirpers to hockey games you once dettered me to attend I decided to claim some power back if I can't change you then I'll find a way to gather funders for the youth to play and have them learn that bettersportsman creates betterment of occupants to our planet Earth. And so she travels to hockey games around the country from her share of a divorce house equity settlement within this last year mending a mind and anorexia they say from scammers, a divorce, plus a parents sudden death the guilt she feels too busy working a job to become divorced her father had passed a whole week before he was found and with no body in good composition to view getting a proper farewell and closure I lacked. Now, I release a lil of his ashes at a time on my travels in meaningful moments or beautiful places. So whose up to watching this journey -watching Hockey Girl Up who may cry but eventually she always gets back up. Hockey Girl always gets back up.