I am always hockey girl up. It means and represents yes having lows thrawted by life tears thrawted heaves our throats with sobs and disheveled for awhile beings but we get back up. I've had bone contusion most likely on my ankle area no help getting their dads stuff from two storage units. One not finding a key just had staff open it now that the larger unit I've emptied it out a week ago to do the estate inventory properly I need all the time I'm granted. A county appointed lawyer for conservancy is pushing for things before my according to paperwork (us trying to save money attempting probate solo) reads 1-10-25 filing so 91 days from that is not just yet. We are grieving lost breadwinner. Throw in Shoveling with an injured foot this last week with warm up it took some time for me to stop a pipe leak in our old house. I take a evening nap because I stay up all night most days trying to get everything done. One to 4 hours is what I get daily for sleep.My daughter just missed the financial aid deadline yesterday for college me putting these material pushed importance of death not a life for her to begin as a young adult college as her father wanted….I saw at an early age her sculpting and knew….so my focus will be to fight to keep us here. Together honor her father with his name….find ways to create income….work as a family…..HRFish Artisan Child Fund was a Doing Business As DBA registered yesterday. Cancer took him away and with her creative ways, our need to stoke funds for we are hiring a lawyer now….my children will always be OK if not for being together as I hear every day them able to laugh now majority of time in their dads room…they have great love between them and in their life and if they shall be physically parted those who sought to harm will never win for my children in here ❤️ have great love for each other.My slogan for wooden jerseys I will embrace doing my multi media bling thing is to have a heart on the sleeve ‘wear your heart on your sleeve’ HRFish I bow my head to you and may we live on in our children and they continue on here in the home we built for them. So prepare for a mother to fight find funds and supporters for his greatest love and joy that Artisan daughter who always sculpted gifts to him for those big holidays. For her it came from the heart more then a store bought gift. So let's see what we can create from a tragedy. Cancer. Going to kick you in the teeth Cancer if we can pull off staying here as a family. Going to take back our life you stole Cancer. Do you hear me Cancer. If I’m not solo receiving help by my children and/or others then you have a battle on your hands. Cancer. So many have known You-Cancer-had or loss to Cancer then think together the power of unity. Long live where ever you are HRFish as my ending speech trimmed down from 26 minutes letting others know it's ending before the beginning like you said you often lived your life backwards. As I ended my speech. May we die as if we had lived.