Retreated some. Again as a preyed upon being how much mingling can one do not knowing who is fraught to be friend or foe watched by yes weirdo's in the sky true to have nothing better in life to do is not much of a life. Stalking. Add I'm swamped by the end of life stuff of my ex/roommate to find or put to order( this high schooler as sole representativeaint ain'tquite up to all the endeavors inheriting an estate as eldest child) so someday I can myself rest or find peacevhas me not too active posting. Can't lose a crowd that was never there.