I've known for a long time to show a message to those who got more then my bank account but also my head and heart that a complete buzz cut can show what their actions therefore mine can become.. Do not play with a person's head for that which sits on top of it can be shaved off and regrown but finding flaws in a society that there are more then a flock of folks who find this acceptable to earn bucks or joke to out do one another wooing one nieve as I was can at times not be undone…the trust issues for all our planets constitutes questioning internally if this person in front of me is good. Who do you think you are to affect the entirety of society by this girl who once stopped talking in my childhood not restarting till I was 5. I believed in such youthful innocence that I was put here on this earth as an angel to do good.I'm going to work on believing there is still decency in this world try to become unjaded opening up my heart dismissing my head and belief in the general hope everyone has good in them. Not easy twice shy once burned…just me vs how many watchers of me and not talking subscribers or viewers to www.hockeygirlup.com but a group who do not have my best interest at heart but played ever so well with it.